Another week old (13 weeks)

Well Edward is another week old today, and these days are so hard on us, we are happy he is doing so well ( on 1/2 liter of oxygen and is probably going to 100% bottle feeds tomorrow or Wednesday, so we are getting closer) however we are also sad because we should have 2 boys, William and Edward.... Like Melissa told me tonight, we just have to love Edward and always remember his big brother who I truly believed gave up himself ( went into the birthing canal to block it do his little brother could have more time to develop) That is what keeps us going the love I know that had for each other. I hope in years to come Edward will understand how much his brother loved him and how much his brother did for him.